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03 November 2020 @ 04:32 pm
Suivez-moi.  
FODW



Yep. My journal is Friends Only, which, I know, kind of defeats the purpose of an on line journal. But hey, look what a pretty banner I've got. And did you notice they've switched their shorts? I wonder how that happened... what do you think?

Okay, not Friends Only. ^^ All fandom content is pretty much unlocked, general whining and personal stuff that is locked. But if you want to be added, just leave a comment. :)
 
 
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capitu: life goes on[personal profile] capitu on November 8th, 2007 12:30 pm (UTC)
What do you do in that situation? Do you somehow stay and try to look for a way to make it work or just throw the towel and accept it's impossible and move on?

what is the brave thing to do?

If you leave, do you go the rest of your life wondering about the "what if", or you move and accept it wasn't meant to be?


What's the way to go for you to be happy?


I hate that situation. *hugs*

Let's get drunk, better. IF only it wasn't 8am. But I leave work early and I am going to do something to forget about everything that hurts. I swear I will. ^^
[identity profile] blueeyedpanther.livejournal.com on November 8th, 2007 05:20 pm (UTC)
I left work early because Im sick :( Throwing up sick..double :( Its time for some Buffy the Vampire Slayer and some toast and gingerale.

I dont know WHAT to do...its been 18 months..and I think Im in love with him. I haven't felt this way since Taylor. He's worth the streets of Heaven, the oceans of Earth and fires of Hell...

Doesn't this LOOK worth it?

Image

capitu: never ending ines[personal profile] capitu on November 8th, 2007 06:51 pm (UTC)
It certainly looks like it's all worth it. But ask yourself, Kat, is it really worth it, aren't you putting your time, yourself, your precious heart on a relationship that has no future, that could never happen?

I'm not the one to talk though.

I just want you to be happy. You so deserve to have everything.

How old is he??
[identity profile] blueeyedpanther.livejournal.com on November 8th, 2007 09:18 pm (UTC)
31 in December...self-made millionaire...Im not really putting much of anything in to it right now. Its not that I KNOW it cant work, Im just ASSUMING it cant. Everyone around me tells me he likes me, Im just too afraid to ask.

"Say there is no future for us as a pair? That's ok, I may know but I don't care..As long as you're mine"
capitu: Erecto! -- DH quote[personal profile] capitu on November 8th, 2007 09:53 pm (UTC)
yeah well , that wouldn't go so well. ^^

but does he live near you? and if your friends told you that then there is something. why would they lie?

You have to take a chance. isn't it worse not knowing?

well, I guess in some cases, but really, you should find out...

Edited 2007-11-08 09:55 pm (UTC)
[identity profile] blueeyedpanther.livejournal.com on November 8th, 2007 09:59 pm (UTC)
He doesnt live near me..but nothing is holding me back and except for a brother..he could move his work here..they ARE his companies...but Im willing to give a new life a try. I went to Los Angeles and fell in love with the city. If he wanted me to go out there? I would.

I guess after all of the rejection and heartbreak and pain in my life, I'm AFRAID of knowing what he feels. It hurts enough as it is TO love him, but it's not like I can switch it off. I just need to get a REAL hit instead of a small fix.
capitu: Wizards gone wild[personal profile] capitu on November 9th, 2007 06:59 pm (UTC)
I know all you've gone through, Kat, and now I understand better.

This stuff, starting over, a new life, a different place is always scary. And it might seem you're doing it only for a person, but maybe you need the change as well. A change could be a good thing, but I do know it'd be better if you knew how it'd turn.

Do you keep in touch with him? talk often?
[identity profile] blueeyedpanther.livejournal.com on November 10th, 2007 02:55 am (UTC)
Hes so busy..we TRY to keep in touch. Im in the process of getting his email, but the two people I know who have it wont give it to me :(
capitu[personal profile] capitu on November 10th, 2007 07:51 pm (UTC)
why on earth wouldn't they give it to you?!
What's wrong with them, damnit!